The Letter -final part

One evening, I came back from work, I decided that I should write to James. He travelled to another country for a business. Then the means of communication available for me was " letter writting". I took out my paper and pen to start writing.


I have only written" Dear James", I collapsed on my bed and slept off instantly, with the hope that when I wake up I would have it completed and send it to him.
In my sleep, I had a dream I was holding the letter i wrote, contemplating on whom to give it to. I saw james and Mark standing in my front. I took out the letter and gave it to James.


Mark was heartbroken and walked away. He looked back and said" one day you will realise how much I love you" His feelings didn't touch me at all.Few months later, James and I got engaged and we were about to wed. I saw myself wearing my wedding gown, coming out to meet my husband to bw. Asi was approaching him, I saw a woman standing beside him, holding his hands.
I got there, very angry wondering what was doing with that lady. I got close and asked the lady to move away that the man she is holding is my husband. She refused and challenged me to leave him alone that I took her husband away from her.


I looked to towards the congregations for support but they were all against me,mocking and calling me names. I looked at James to say something,he looked away and went closer to the other woman.
I was heartbroken, I removed my Vail and ran as fast as I could. I went outside the church,heavy rain was pouring, I knelt down and asked God to help me through this situation. I heard a voice asking me why did I give the letter to the wrong person. I should have given it to Mark. I closed my eyes in fear.


I regretted chasing the man that truly loved me away. I was in tears and my heart was hurting. I couldn't control myself , I replied back to the voice that I would do anything to bring Mark back. I felt a cold hand on my shoulder. I turned back and I saw Mark soaked with water. I stood up in my tears and brokenness and hugged him. Telling him how sorry I was. He looked at me and said;" I am back for you, I told you that I would wait for you."


I woke up immediately,still crying on my bed. I looked at the time, it was exactly 10 pm. I checked the letter to know if I completed it, but nothing was completed. I tore another paper and began writing to James.
I made sure that I looked for Mark's where about and had that letter delivered to him. I tried contacting James but he wasn't picking my calls . The day I saw him was the day he came telling me that he was getting married. I felt used and abandoned. I looked at him and walked away without saying a word.
Everything was revealed to me in my dreams. Mark came back and we began a new life and forgot all the past mistakes and the humiliation I caused him.


Today Mark and I are married with two boys. He still loves me till today. My mistake was used to make me choose the right man whom I didn't even thought of. My husband is well established today and we are living well.
My advice: As singles, do not judge a man by what he doesn't have now, but judge him based on his potentials. Don't Marry him because of his riches , appearance and status because those things  never last. A man who truly loves you will always love you no matter what. Always listen to the voice of God and not your own voice.


Please share to all female folks out there.